tulala

i'm sitting here, laptop on my, well, lap.

i'm blank in the head. i don't even have random thoughts... just typing whatever comes to mind.

i don't know why, but i think i like it when i get this vibe.

i like staring at walls, or staring at our dogs, or staring at motes of dust tracing imaginary patterns in the air, with nothing in mind. i like to watch people walking past, wondering what they'll do when the get to wherever they're off to. i enjoy tapping my fingers or twiddling my toes to an inaudible beat. i love to turn the tv on and not watch it.

i like it when i don't have to think. or to be more accurate, i like it when i can't think anymore.

sometimes you have so much in your head -- ideas, stories, whatnot -- all of them demanding for attention. and then you realize your brain gets too crowded. and suddenly it's like a switch flicks off in my head, and then my mind goes a wandering. at times i don't even notice that this happens. i just realize someone's nudging me in the back, asking if i have a problem.

maybe it's a way of coping with the stress of work, or maybe i'm turning loony, i don't really know...

i just like it. :D